What is Mommylogue®️⁉️

It’s my inner dialogue (my mommy voice) unedited, unfiltered and undeniably relatable. It’s my real life documentation of the milestones of the coveted community called mommyhood from the pages of my diary. My scrapbook stories. Here they are ripped out for you to read…

xoxo-

Elle DoubleU Pepper🌶

Elle DoubleUPepper 9/25/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 9/25/22

The epilogue— or maybe not…

“You can’t go back and change the beginning but you can start where you are and change the end”

— C. S. Lewis

Elle DoubleUPepper 8/5/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 8/5/22

The Last Few Chapters…

Lemonade Recipe

Sugar and Water: boil them to create simple syrup

Lemon Juice: 9 fresh, juicy lemons. Cut and squeeze— be careful of the pits…

Ice: not too much or else the flavor will be off

Stir and pour:

— oh and drink and enjoy!

Prep:

— 10 mins

Cook:

— 5 mins

Total:

— 15 mins

Servings:

— 10

Yield:

— 10 8-ounce servings

Elle DoubleUPepper 7/21/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 7/21/22

The (actual) Plot Twist

Don't wanna live as an untold story
Rather go out in a blaze of glory
I can't hear you, I don't fear you

I wanna taste love and pain
Wanna feel pride and shame
I don't wanna take my time
Don't wanna waste one line
I wanna live better days
Never look back and say
It could have been me
It could have been me, yeah

— Could Have Been Me by: Halsey

Elle DoubleUPepper 7/14/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 7/14/22

Kickstand

Make new friends, but keep the old.

One is silver, the other is gold.

A circle is round, it has no end.

That's how long, I will be your friend.

A fire burns bright, it warms the heart.

We've been friends, from the very start.

You have one hand, I have the other.

Put them together, we have each other.

Silver is precious, gold is too.

I am precious, and so are you.

You help me and I'll help you

and together we will see it through.

The sky is blue. The Earth is green

I can help to keep it clean

Across the land, Across the sea

Friends forever we will always be

— Make New Friends : Girl Scout Motto

Elle DoubleUPepper 6/29/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 6/29/22

Under The Same Stars

It's crazy I'm thinking

Just knowing that the world is round

And here, I'm dancing on the ground

Am I right side up or upside down?

And is this real, or am I dreaming?

— Crush : Dave Matthews Band

Elle DoubleUPepper 6/4/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 6/4/22

Non-Fiction

To my children: if I had to choose between loving you and breathing… I would use my last breath to tell you — I love you…

Elle DoubleUPepper 5/18/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 5/18/22

Dandelions

“Out dream yourself.”

—unknown

Elle DoubleUPepper 5/12/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 5/12/22

Ephemeral

— “It’s impossible.”

Said pride

— “It’s risky.”

Said experience

— “It’s pointless.”

Said reason

— “Give it a try.”

Whispered the heart…

Elle DoubleUPepper 4/26/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 4/26/22

Pixie Dust

“The only thing predictable about life is the unpredictability.”

— Remi from Ratatouille

Elle DoubleUPepper 4/8/22 Elle DoubleUPepper 4/8/22

Eye of The Tiger

I think I can

I know I can

The Little Engine That Could by: Watty Piper